If I close my eyes forever…

There was a field in my old town
Where in spring all flowers blossomed wide
We were chasing butterflies
Hand in hand till close of day
Your voice still echoes in my heart…

  • Lovers – Shigeru Umebayashi

On a pink full moon… if heaven cannot wait…

if heaven cannot wait…

well it’s been two full years since that fateful day
the doctor declared in two that I’d be on my way
that was a shock that really took me down
to think in such a short time – I’d be fast in the ground

one cannot explain what emotions this declaration brings
you go down under deep and lose track of all things
then you realize no can know the time or the place
you will leave this paradigm without a single trace

nothing really matters and nothing ever did
all those lofty ideals you held as a kid
then you decide now is fine, if heaven cannot wait
if God wants us back, I decided that is great

so I focused my mind on the opposite of what I was told
some may think that is crazy, others think that is bold
every fiber of my faith and every energy I can give
will be focused on the Cosmos, for now I will just ‘live’…

(Copyright 04-06-23)

All things considered, I am doing quite well.

Merry Christmas 2022 and lots of music videos…


The message of Christmas is that the visible material world is bound to the
invisible spiritual world. ~Author Unknown

May you have the gladness of Christmas which is hope;
The spirit of Christmas which is peace;
The heart of Christmas which is love.
— Ada V. Hendricks —

Angels Among Us by Alabama

Andre Rieu – Ave Maria Sung By Mirusia Louwerse

Waltz of the Snowflakes by Tchaikovsky

Andre Rieu, “All Men shall be brothers” (Ode to Joy)

Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas – Frank Sinatra 

Angels We Have Heard on High – Andrea Bocelli

Roger Whittaker – Ding Dong! Merrily On High

Merry Christmas Darling – The Carpenters

I Believe In Father Christmas – Emerson, Lake, and Palmer

That’s What I Want For Christmas – Nancy Wilson 

Christmas in Dixie – Alabama 

“Laughing All The Way” by Santa Claus

Angel in the Christmas play – Kristy McNichol with Karen Carpenter & Georgia Engel

The hat I got for Christmas is too big – Mel Blanc Christmas

Enya – Angels

Dance Of The Sugar Plum Fairy – Tchaikovsky


Wishing you a Merry Christmas and Happy New year!

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My miracle health update…

Bluebird of happiness

Well I went for my 3 month pellet injection 05-23-22 but had Cat Scan results waiting for me too. The Oncologist says all traces of cancer are GONE except in prostate (which is now normal size) and possibly L1 vertebra of lower spine area! It is no longer in all the all other places it originally showed up back in March 2021 including lymph nodes, bladder, liver, kidneys, left lung, etc.

When asked about my life expectancy, he said probably at least 5-6 years from diagnosis and in some cases longer, instead of the original 1-3 years they gave me April 5th, 2021. So the medication is working as they planned, they are very happy with results one year later and need to change nothing at this time.

Needless to say, I am very happy about this week’s health report based on Cat scan and blood work from lab. And I want to share my good news with you all, and thank you all for the many prayers that helped make such an outcome possible. I do appreciate them 100%
! I guess you could say, it’s a miracle! I am quite happy with this news!

The Matrix – TV, Movies, and Now The Net…

plug in to our mind feed
you need what we have to sell
program is our agenda
sex, glitter and a promise of millions

your happiness we define
according to our whim and bottom line
hypnotized by moving images
we have you right where we want you

focused on this artificial reality
projected from Hollywood boardroom babble
meet your virtual parents molding your future
you need us like a crack hooked addict

when violence is on the menu
fear cannot be far behind
paralyze & kills your senses
until you don’t even know you’re alive…
(Copyright 05-22-01)

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